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Yesterday when i was going to school as usual, i saw a man wearing a t- shirt which wrote "shalom workers" at the back. You know what shalom means? Its peace in hebrew. Pastor Prince told us during a service.
Today in school we had nafa test. 2.4km. It was really quite hard. On the second round my knees hurt A LOT! And my left shoe's shoe lace dropped of at the 2rd round. Lol. I really wanted to give up as i was getting really tired. But i just told myself that Daddy is just beside me encouraging me to continue and i can just feel angel Gabriel beside me encouraging me. So i was thinking to myself that Jesus had to bear all that pain on that cross, being tired means nothing.
While running, i had the tune " Im held by your love" in my head, so i looked up in the sky while running as usual and i sort of visualised myself running towards heaven. That was really a fine moment for me.
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I got the 7th place in the end. That's just a beautiful number. 7 means rest and finish in the bible, God finished everything on the 6th day and rested on the 7th day. So after i got the number, i could finally rest. Today Ms Chan was telling us about some people being tired coming to school. I never felt tired in the morning when i went to school, althought my phsical body may be tired, but my heart is resting in God's presence. Which makes me feel really peaceful. =)
Today during weight taking, i realised i just lost half a kilogram. I know it may not seem much, but it really is amazing for me. On monday after attending church, i decided to put all my trust in the Lord and i believe He will help me. So every time my heart grows weary or start to suspect about whether God will ever help me, ill say to myself "I put my trust in You Daddy".
And within 4 days, i lost half a kg! Praise the Lord! =).
I make Jesus participate in every single thing in my life, i tell Him everything. He's just like a best friend of mine and whenever i am sad or angry, ill tell Him about it and ask for His advice and seek for His voice.